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Thursday, November 16, 2006

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changed add.

www.indulgenceindreams-.blogspot.com

not completed. but soon. =)

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

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i just kpo-ed abit abt my bro life. this is fun. lol. i think my younger bro is in a relationship. hmmmm. the wae he tok on phone juz now ABIT gentle. so i assume is toking to a girl. maybe juz frens. dunno. lol. juz guess onli. lol. my youngest bro likes someone. he seems to be quite chi xin. lol. so funni to see his reaction. wat a nosey sister they have. lol.

im scared of having headache on the actual dae. i scare i cannot think lah. shucks.

and i juz tok to someone 2dae. maybe it is a sign or something. i think it is pure coincidence lah. thinking too much.

and specially for carrie. i tot of u 2dae coz i saw the iron pills u gave mi. thanks for being there for mi! =))

xiuyi juz told mi something. hmmm. reconsidering of my stand again. haha. but well. shall see how.

wat a random entry. haha.

my blog is exploding. too mani entries le. gonna change soon. =))

` ` b l o o z. [10:52 PM]

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home alone. having a headache. shucks. maths seems so tough now. im scared that im giving myself too much pressure. oh no... endure... fighting on my own. =))

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sooner or later. no one will care abt each other and everything will end.

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Friday, November 03, 2006

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went studying with xy. wasnt beri productive for mi. was having a headache when studying. beri distracted though. haha. watched the last episode of the channel eight show. and serve her right. sorri for hating her. but she in that show realli ar.. urghh. feel like slapping her lah. so bitchy!! haha. i think xiuyi's da sao was abit shocked to see my reaction while watching the show. *throw face* haha.

thanks alot to mani. i guess im fine. and sorry to some who have to listen mi sae whatever crap. =))

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

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well. thoughts kept running. and im tired. shucks. i juz miss them all.

` ` b l o o z. [7:33 PM]

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gone. i had juz lost confidence in everything. my mind was totally blank while doing both papers. i regretted. but wat can i do? juz pray i think. disappointed. yes. very. crap. i had never felt so lousi for a major exam b4. even when i was taking 'O's,i know my english will not do well. but i know i might have the possibility to pass. now, it is like 0% that i can pass. it is the start and yet im losing confidence in myself. i have no confidence in maths. my supposed stongest subject. im beri distracted. i dunno why. oh man. wat is happening....

i cant help it but to show thru crying. i was scared b4 i entered the room. and carrie came at the right time when i needed a hug beri beri beri badly. at least to calm myself down. after paper one,i cant control and i think zihua and melissa were shocked. sorry if i shocked u two.

well. hope i will be fine tml. i need the concentration to study. im seriously beri scare of letting my parents down..

and dear xiuyi, it feels nice spending time with u again. doing all crazy stuffs. as though 'A's was over. and u managed to distract mi away from all of my thoughts for the whole afternoon. thanks alot MDM! haha.

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

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oh man. i juz saw MF-11 sheet in his pile of papers. is he studying the same thing as mi now? crap. he is like born smart. not fair. =(

and i realli dislike the feeling or studying something which might not even come out tml. shucks.
imissyou:)

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

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haven been updating my blog. juz did abt 93 sit ups. i think i going to have cramps tml. and im still panting like mad. i feel so unfit. lol. haven been exercising alot. ran with corlissa limin and leann that dae. in uniform. like some mad ppl. one with lollipop. one without shoes and the other in uniform. lol. quite nice running with them. i miss running as a team. kinda. everyone seems to be disappearing. mugging at home or somewhere else.

this week was rather bad. i totally didnt touch econs. crap. wat jingkai said is quite true and it is scaring mi now. when we are taking 'O's,almost everyone in the dragon year is taking it too. now, the number of ppl taking the same exam is reduced. competition is more intense. can sae is most of the smarter ppl are competiting with u. in order to choose the course u wan, u muz do realli well. cannot afford to juz pass or be contented with C C C. crap. all his fault now. i cannot realli study. 'A' levels is like 4 daes away. and less than 20 daes my 'A's will be over. 10 years of education. now the final one. this exam is going to decide wat i will be. wah... all quoted from jingkai. lol.

seems like im not realli interested in bridge anymore. i realised i realli played like dunno how mani times in this week. used to play alot one. but now cut down alot oso. lol.

tianwei is still as adorable. he juz got a drum 2dae. and he cant wait to show off. tsktsk. cut down on hitting ppl. lol. i love the wae he call mi. coz he always call with a sweet smile on his face. somehow it juz brightens my dae a little. =))

i realised how immature i was. and im starting to learn everything. at least im trying. i feel so protected from my parents. it's time to start standing up on my own. crap. the entry make mi sound like a secondary school kid.

wat a random entry. study hard ppl! if u all do visit my blog. =)

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Monday, October 23, 2006

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shucks. i didnt manage to study again. mood wasnt there. chatted with socks ydae. beri long nv tok to her le. kinda miss toking to her. last time every time exam period will call her. to relieve stress. dunno why she can help mi relieve stress oso. lol. dun think she noe abt this also.

yeelin juz called mi and told mi i had a facial appointment for free. so cool. lol. but have to travel all the wae to suntec for the 'special' facial. lol.
ihatethewaeimfeelingnow

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